What Nobody Knows

Hello :). So, this isn't what was supposed to go up today. I know. Unfortunately, the people upstairs are experiencing technical difficulties and will not be able to deliver this week.

This is just a little something to compensate. It's the latest of my healing exercises (don't ask), and I thought to share.

Feel free to use the comment boxes to leave your thoughts. Once again, my sincerest apologies.
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Dead. Cold. Lifeless
Empty. Without feeling.
Tired of struggling.
Willing to give in.

Alone. Unwanted. Unloved.
Different. Without a friend
No one to care or defend
Desperately seeking the end

Sick. Tired. Unsure.
Weak. Can't take much more
Behind a locked door.
Almost time to let it all pour

Dark. Silent. Peace.
Fading. Finally letting it go.
Soon, someone would show.
Too bad they didn't know.

Time. Contentment. Release.
Gone. A slowly accomplished mission
No more unwanted tension
They should have paid attention.